yes..less of the chibi stuff and actually trying to draw legit figures..i'll eventually get those up soon...even though most of them are on the back of school handouts..i'll post those along too so they don't feel left out~!

i don't know how to start this other than i finished it!!!

it took me an hour to do two boss battles along with a beastly long cut scene. i swear, the first battle (emily knows why i'm talking about), no shit, took me at least 20 minutes. i was about ready to kill myself.

(just a side note. billy mays is my hero. google him.)

so the last cut scenes started and i was thinking in my head, "Okay...gotta get prepared!" cause i knew that it was gonna be spectacular!

(possible spoiler warning?? maybe???)

so you see all the mini scenes that you see in advent children but a lot crappier cause there are two kinds of cut scenes. one is like, "that is a video game!" and one is like, "wow! there are small people in my psp!! how do they do that??"

so for a while they make you play as a mortally wounded zack. which i think is not necessary. it was sad to watch him limp around and being unable to protect himself from hoards of infantry men (think of that battle in khII where there are hundreds of heartless but it's the easiest battle ever?? yeah. imagine sora bloody and dragging himself around. sad isn't it?)

zack's death...oh my god it was beautiful but so terribly real. if you've seen it on youtube (*koff koff laurel*) then you're on the same level as me probably. i immediately started crying, it was so real and after cheering zack on for the whole story, you're sitting right next to cloud over zack (in spirit of course, i don't fangirl like that...that would be bad for my health).

the lead in to FFVII is so sweet. cloud becoming zack's "living legacy."

i cried for a good ten minutes, it was heart wrenching until i looked at the clock and i had to be at work in 10 minutes. with make up running down my face all i have to say that soap, water, and a new application are godly!

in short, crisis core was amazing and borderline sublime (with the exception of that second to last boss battle which should burn in hell). now i have no other words than i am in love with this game and katelynn?? will you draw zack for mee? <33

(jack. if or when you read this...i still think that aerith is a slut)

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily. I wish!! zomg that'd be sweet!
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[]I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home. Running away from camp counts.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X]I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X]I'm in school
[X] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[X] I've stolen something from my job. SODA!! lol
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. all too often!
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public.
(please notice that all of those things are checked)

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[X] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[X] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[(X)] I've been to Japan. SOON!!!!
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[XXXXXXX] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[X]I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger. hello! anime boston??
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game. only every game of hide and seek ever
[] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight. kinda
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol. [Formal occasion...]
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[]I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I've woken up crying
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself. lol it contained a lot of cats

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[X] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.
[X] I collect comic books.
[X] I own something from The Gap
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[X] I can sing well. maybe??
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly. too regularly
[X] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[X] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[]I am really ticklish
[X] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

so the recent new watchers who are doing so because of the photoshop wonders that i had to be walked through by a man four times my age, i apologize. that skill is TOTALLY nonexistent! photoshop is like an unknown world that has yet to be explored but has the opportunity to be. However, there is no oxygen and the terrain is mountainous and there's no safe landing spot or clean drinking water. so there you go.

and in this photoshop dilema, i have decided to hone my non lol-crack-that-is-an-odd-rendition-of-that-but-the-character makes-me-lol-ness. i want to do legitimate drawings. and the only way that i can think of to go about that is practice practice practice. however, no feedback is also taking it's toll. i have no idea what i'm doing wrong and of course i was shut down immediately with my first attempt and the rents aren't supportive (when were they anyway??)

so if you're sitting there thinking, "but what about my lol factor?" no not fret. it will still be alive and kicking, but they must go along for the ride of improving other areas.

no this is not about Prince of Tennis...sadly. i just wanted to title it that because i just got finished reading a totally hot prince of tennis doujinshi...anyway

teh new naruto chapter...the old people always are the problem! they always keep their wrinkly mouths shut so that's why sasuke's throwing up everywhere and hacking up a lung and tobi drugged (probably) and dragged (ie raped) sasuke to take him back to his secret bat cave. also, anyone else freaked out that tobi is over 80 years old? probably in his 90s??? he used to be such a cute little newbie...until he showed us his eye and decided that it had to be all wrinkly and gross! i recomend olay regenerist.

and another point...who is the main character again?? i think he wore an obscene color like....orange? maybe?? maybe he was a blondie...or maybe a ginger...cant remember. but i think the series may be named after him...or maybe naruto is sasuke's middle name!! yeah that's it!